The one skill in my life I've actually consciously developed. You'd think I'd be prouder of it.

Mar 26, 2010 03:07

Oh my god I am trying to put a resume together and it is miserable. Bawwwwww I'm not wired right to be a real functional member of society but bawwwww I don't actually have the artistic skills to get by with being an eccentric artist bawwwwww. Relatedly, though, have been vaguely thinking again about whether or not it'd be worthwhile to open myself to commissions. I do feel that I've improved since the last time I considered it but I'm still feeling kind of unsure that I'm quite up to snuff for it. Arrrgh, I don't know; it's hard for me to determine "commissionable" quality because I've never been much of one for buying commissions anyway. Maybe I should just go ahead and see if I get any bites. I guess it couldn't hurt? Ugh, I don't know, I'm still not entirely used to thinking of my art in terms of "hey this is actually pretty good". 9 years of being terrible and having no talent will do that to you, I guess.

Uuuuuggghhhhh I'm in a mood I hate being in a mood BAW BAW HUGE WHINER.

You can learn a lot about someone from the music they listen to. Here's the game: hit shuffle on your music player, and write down the first 25 songs that come up. No cheating or skipping songs.

1. Disodium Guanylate - Bad Dudes
2. Funky Goblin - The OneUps
3. B.A.M.F. - Bad Dudes
4. Take Back the City - Snow Patrol
5. Explore Remix - Homestuck
6. Sagat - The OneUps
7. Return to Sender - Elvis Presley
8. Duke of Earl - Gene Chandler
9. Dream of Another Time - Time & Space
10. Rockin' on Heaven's Door - Bad Dudes
11. Lunar Eclipse - Homestuck
12. Vega - The OneUps
13. Star Stealing Girl - Time & Space
14. Kinetic Verdancy - Homestuck
15. (Now And Then There's) A Fool Such As I - Elvis Presley
16. Green Hill Zone - The OneUps
17. Within the Giant [FFIV] - Project Majestic Mix: A Tribute to Nobuo Uematsu
18. A Big Hunk O' Love - Elvis Presley
19. Wooden Heart - Elvis Presley
20. That's What Friends Are For (Live) - Dionne Warwick
21. Vagabounce - Homestuck
22. A Hero's Judgment - Time & Space
23. Ace of Trump - Homestuck
24. Jailhouse Rock - Elvis Presley
25. Battle with Gilgamesh [FFV] - Project Majestic Mix: A Tribute to Nobuo Uematsu

basically completely pointless, this is what i do instead of sleeping, meme, sometimes i do things offline, god i am terribly boring, whine whine whine, tangentially related at best, things that bother me

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