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I can't seem to go to sleep. have a ton of things racing through my head. I have pain down deep, I need to release myself from it, but I do not know how. I come here to express myself, I know noone reads this. I've watched and noone updates this site. I need to let go of my hate, greif, anger, anxiety of things I cannot change. ie things that I've been through and things I've done. I regret 90% of those things.
I've changed but the people I want to see it will never see it. makes me very sad, and the pain deepens. what do I do and where do I turn? I've changed but now I'm missing the happiness I'm suppose to have inside of me. the vibrant part of who I am.
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