Announcement
erm, guys, think you should know something
Sam and I are no longer together
Just thought you guys might like to know. Maybe this means I won't have to repeat it over and over.
To the whom it may concern, or the nosy, I'll tell you my understanding:
- Sam's practically ignored me since he got back from Milan.
- He says this is because he doesn't like me anymore.
- Please don't ask my why because I don't know.
- It's not like we haven't spent time apart
- (i went away up north for 5days and to America for 10days and we were fine)
- He says he doesn't know why so how can I?
- Please don't blame him because it's not his fault.
- I've asked him not to talk to me for about a week.
- I did that so that I can try and sort out my boundaries.
- I may find that difficult as we will see eachother on tuesday, wednesday and friday this week.
- (without any Hillparkers to cling to)
- (no offence Shawlanders)
- Also because I have a number of friends in common with him (or at least i think i do *hopeful*)
- (that's the real reason I didn't come to the bean scene last night guys)
- If anyone says anything in a consoling manner in the next week, i apologise in advance if i bite their head off.
- Sorry that's the kind of person I am.
I'm sure I'll have a number of other things to add, but for now, I can't remember. I'd like to mention that today was a really good day (I'd like to remind myself I got 81% on my advanced higher math prelim that I didn't study for and John and Kerry know the diet coke story) until like 5pm when I had to shred for two hours solid at work. Then I found out my mum hadn't bought salad or anything else she said she would so I had to have a crappy curry for dinner (which i burnt my hand on by the way). Then I broke up with someone who I've been going out with for more than four months. Fun. Ah well. At least now I'm on the market. *any offers*? lol, nah I'm not quite that desperate. But seriously, this week better get bloody better or I may consider topping myself.
You may have seen from my previous entries that I'm planning to go running tomorrow morning so that should do it. I hope that adrenaline rush will set me up for a better day. *fingers crossed*