face step, step down
I really wish i could do that just bash my face into some steps maybe it would knock something out, or knock something in, i dunno just change my mind setting up there alittle because it really needs it. I can't take me anymore, me setting myself up for things i know i don't want, and yet i do it constantly, its just this little thing called common sense i often forget to activate. I dunno as much as I hate leaving for France tomorrow and I think it will royally suck ass, maybe it'll be nice to get away from all this for alittle while, away from this place where i am who i am, i guess i'm that person everywhere, i dunno i just wish i could go somewhere new and start over. Right now my salvation is isolation, blocking bobby, leaving the country all good isolation type steps that i guess maybe i really need to take. i just hope when i do come back to the real world people won't have forgotten i exist.