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Hey. whats poppin all? just listening to anit-flag woot woot. kinda bored, and pissed at stupid step mom who keeps doing my chores before i get a chance to so i don't get to do them so i don't get paid!! arghh poo! yeah i wish i was doing the bowling thing thats going on right now but meh i didn't raise any money o well mehhhh. i was frustrated with myself cause i kept talking about my x b/f yesterday, argh. well i just need a new b/f hah. o wow tho, yesterday was so much fun. i went to mels and she had her family over, and her one uncle is obsessed with god, and when i met him, hes like "hi nice to meet you, and god bless you" lmfao it was SO HILARIOUS! and her other uncle, is hilarious cause his eyes pop out of his face its so funny! hah and we watched some movie that was disgusting, but the last half hour was hilrious!!! omfg you must watch hostel everyone. and i want to go to the movies to see 'thank you for smoking'! cause my lover adam brody is in it.;);). so yeah grad is coming really soon, like a little more then a motnh away, something liek that. i hae my grad dress, i LUV it, and have my grad shoes, LUV them, i have a bracelet that goes with my dress and i just need to get my hair done, which i'm going to do that day, and need a purse. the day before grad i'm getting a manicure and pedicure too. hhehehe. quebec is going to be AWESOME! hopefullly i meet some hot frenchy to hand with, if ya kno what i mean *wink wink* haha. i've missed sooo much school this year. like it dosn't really matter since its my last year at that school, but at the same time, its my LAST year, i can't go do it again(well i can but i don't want to), i shouldn't be missing so much school...mehh not tyhat big of a deal i guess. and i'm worried too, cause my moms barely looking at houses, and wwe have to move soon. and i have no idea where were going to move to. i'm just sick of moving, its not fun. and i hate it cause a couple of yyears ago, i'd be like oh i luv moving i wish we could move. guess it wasn't what i thought it'd be like, stupid me. i miss my house SO MUCH in the ghetto. i really took it for granted, and didn't apreciate it. but i miss it so much, its where i grew up. its soooo depressing moving from a big house to a much smaller one. and its sooo hard with mom having stupid m.s. like jeeez kick me when i'm down. i seriously didn't think it could get any worse. well i guess things have to get worse before they get better. just sucks is all. no one else i kno has to go through what i go through. they worry about stupid shit that don't matter, i WISH i had stupid crap to worry about. pffft. things would be so much easier if i could just move with my dad, but i can't leave my mom. DAMNIT! i hate that. its not fair., and my mom does absolutely nothing to try to make our lives better. like theres probably a lot of ppl with m.s that still have jobs and crap. ARGHHHH i hate my life. its frustrating, i want to move with my dad, but if i did, my mom would be devastated, i can;t do that to a sick person!!! o well, i'll have to go on living like a stupid pitifull hilbilly. see ya later tootles xxox
sam
sam