Dec 20, 2004 21:13
im in a crappy mood. i should be studying for my exams, but whats the point, im gonna fail most of them anyways. i should be workin on all my AP english stuff thats due on wed but i cant concentrate. my friends are being bitches, my parents are annoying, my teachers suck, and i am really gettin sick of so much. i know i am a clingy person, im just like that. and its gotta stop cuz it makes things so hard for me. i need to realise that guys arent like that and most of the time they dont want girls like that. i hide it most of the time and i've gotten pretty good at that but i dunno, i dont really know what im saying. im just really annoyed and frustrated and i just want school to be over. i need this break. im so tired of everyone and everything. there are people i know who are rude, mean people who dont deserve anything and yet they get everything they want. im so fucking nice, too nice for my own good, and i get shit. its fucking ridiculous. whatever