fuck it
I really dont understand why i let myself be so upset over this person. its getting really ridiculous and im really sick of it. I'll go a few weeks doin really well and keepin my distance and tryin to act like i dont care but then this person will, out of the blue, flirt with me, or text me, or call my cell a couple times. and when that happens i open up all doors again. and then you all know what happens right...well then i guess this person figures its ok to make it a point to bring his little girlfriend to anything im at. or that its ok to make out with her right infront of my face. or that its ok to call me up and talk to me only about her. yea, let me just say, THAT IS NOT OK. im fucking tired of it. everyone knows that you and her are a fuckin joke, i just dont understand why you are being so stupid. yea shes a "nice girl" as everyone says but you know shes not right for you. so go ahead, let all those hormones out of ur system now and when this "relationship" ends THEN i'll be ok again. but until then keep all that shit to yourself. dont call me. dont ask for help. nothing, cuz it just makes it worse.