Jul 02, 2005 10:55
got back from catalina last night...
borrrring week, met some kids there though, but they weren't like kids from over here. soo yeah, enough said about that.
before i left to go to catalina i talked to seb, well, more like chatted with him, and all i can say is that it was a really really really super fantastic conversation, which is ALMOST making me un-single, but not really...haha ^_^. oh yes...just got to wait and see what will happen.
umm...my hair faded into this really ugly color, in which i will be putting more pink dye in very soon, probably after i post this.
this summer i want to try something new, like a crazy ass hair cut. i have no idea what to do with it yet, but i'll think something up. i want my hair to be the hair that i've always wanted, but in order to do that, i have to grow my hair out. which is annoying and time consuming...ha. i'll keep it hip though =). actually, it'll probably take about a couple of more weeks then i will have the fucken beautiful sex hair i've always wanted...ahhh yes.
i can not wait, and then i will probably dye it black.
i am so obsessed with my hair, it annoys me sometimes. i have WAYYY too many ideas for it and there's too many choices to choose from. ksjhfdkjgfg
im really hoping things with seb go the way i want it to go, cause i've been itching for a boyfriend for so long now, and it's been getting to me the past 2 months or so, and thats a long time. i hate being alone and having no one, being single is alright, not REALLY complaining, but sometimes it just really SUCKS. big time. oh yeah and christian has a girlfriend now...that was so surprising when he told me that, i changed the subject about 2 seconds after he said that. i wanted to know her name, if i know her, what school she goes to, how long they've been together and all that, but i can stand to even believe he has a girlfriend.
life's good, im not complaining, love my friends to death, havent seen some in a fucking while and im very disapointed about that. this summer im going to make a change to myself, only for the better, and the way i vision this summer, it puts a gigantic smile on my face, showing each and every one of my teeth, and makes my eyes sparkle and shine, and makes me feel like there's no tomorrow. nothing can go wrong, my summer and 10th grade year will be the best time ever and will hopefully determine my future.