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So in the past few days I have learned sooooo much... not just about myself but alot of people at my school... Wednesday was Challenge Day... and about half way through it I was wishing I hadnt done it cause I didnt want to tell all these total strangers about my life... but then once I did... I felt so good about it. You always hear these things about people and basically none of its true... the part that affected me the most was "the line" thing... you always hear these kinds of things in statistics but once you see it with your real eyes... how many people consider suicide... with real people standing in front of you crying... it means soooooooo much more... not to mention I was balling the entire time.. I love and thank my best friends Krystal and Erin for going through that with me.. I honestly dont think I would have done it alone. I met some amazing people... heard some stuff from some people about me that I never knew before Wednesday... you would never know but just by listening to one person... like 2 times this whole year and not ignoring them just by there looks like everyone else does I would become there "best friend".... that touched me sooooooo unbelievebly much... that just shows how people feel... eveyone needs and deserves friends no matter who you are or what you've done in your life... so for anyone.. I'm here to be your friend : ) (<-- ok so that sounded kinda corny... but I'm serious...) I've learned so much about the people at my school.. its definatly NOT about the outside... its all inside that matters... I know for a fact cause I met someone and on the outside you could just assume we were nothing alike... but when we talked... we were sooooo much alike.. like it was weird how alike we were... lol and I plan to be friends with her for a long time.
*Shantell- I dont know if you'll ever see this... lol but since Wednesday we've been semi-what talking... well writing lol and I honestly am sooooo sorry for everything... you seem like such a cool girl and I really want to start talking more... I'm so glad we both actually followed what was going on for Challenge day and stood up when she said to... and did it cause I feel so relieved now lol were both moving on without you know who and everythings gonna work out fine... lol hopefully exactly like our drawings... : ) remember I'm here to talk about anything if you want to... so just call me or something!!
*Oh* and you too Ashley... thanks for appoligizing... it meant alot... and I mean it when I say it back...
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xoxoxo