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Yesterday, went down to Biker Blast downtown. Absolutely amazing. It was just great. I saw the prettiest paint job there(kinda looked like black, but with red metal flake, with more intense red ghost flames ::drools::), I just wish I had my camera on me.
Later that night, a bunch of us went out midnight bowling in memory of Anna. That was a really good time, too. I have tons of pictures of the crazyness, which I may post tomorrow, not sure.
Just made me sad though....
It's really tough to deal with, knwoing she's gone. I've had a hard time since I found out. I try not to let it show, because everyone else is upset, too.
On the ride to the bowling alley, Zybala turned the radio on and they were playing a Hatebreed song, and I remembered what a good time I had when her and I went to see them. Alot of things just remind me of her, and its so hard not to cry. Being at her wake was extremely hard, and I didn't get to go to her funeral(which I feel bad for). I figured though, since she's buried kind of close by, one of these days I'm just going to take the bus or ride my bike up there to visit her, or something.
Fuck...
I dunno, just been majorly depressed ::sigh::
I'm really going to miss her....
Went to Darien Lake today with my brother. I wasn't originally going to go, but he asked me to, and I thought it'd be good for me to get out of the house and do something other than drink...
Been doing a bit much of that as of late :/
Meh.
I'm just not happy.
Later that night, a bunch of us went out midnight bowling in memory of Anna. That was a really good time, too. I have tons of pictures of the crazyness, which I may post tomorrow, not sure.
Just made me sad though....
It's really tough to deal with, knwoing she's gone. I've had a hard time since I found out. I try not to let it show, because everyone else is upset, too.
On the ride to the bowling alley, Zybala turned the radio on and they were playing a Hatebreed song, and I remembered what a good time I had when her and I went to see them. Alot of things just remind me of her, and its so hard not to cry. Being at her wake was extremely hard, and I didn't get to go to her funeral(which I feel bad for). I figured though, since she's buried kind of close by, one of these days I'm just going to take the bus or ride my bike up there to visit her, or something.
Fuck...
I dunno, just been majorly depressed ::sigh::
I'm really going to miss her....
Went to Darien Lake today with my brother. I wasn't originally going to go, but he asked me to, and I thought it'd be good for me to get out of the house and do something other than drink...
Been doing a bit much of that as of late :/
Meh.
I'm just not happy.