why does it bother me?

[hot4you]

Yesterday was great! 
I didnt realize i knew so much about cooking
i helped deirdre cook up a small storm
an if i do say so everything came out rather well
 how ever i did find out something that bothered me very much yesterday
i couldnt shake the idea out of my head
i ran into an old friend at fernandos which i havent been to for a while
aparently my friend works there
as well he gos to school with my ex
aparently acording to him
she said that shes happy shes did what she did
i hate that hearing something like that can still bother me an so much at that
just on top of the fact that she did that to me she as well she didnt see anything wrong qwith it
as if it was justified by somewthing i did
wtf did i ever do to her?
she's an attention whoring bitch who gets off on the pain of those who she pretends to care about
she is one of the fakest creatures in the exisance of time
christina cacciopo just to let you know shes called you a bitch behind your back, and that you dont deserve joe
but any ways
lately ive been a little sick
i dont feel sick though
i have swollen lymph nodes
ive been taking anti biotics
an i had to take a blood test
where if you know me you know its very hard for me to do
aparently as well i have something up with my liver
ive been trying not to drink an if i do i make sure its noly a beer or two hoping that it gets better
if it doesent within a couple a weeks though im ignoring it an going on as normal