I couldn't ask for more!!!!!
I am sitting at work and I realized that I am happier than I ever thought I would be. I have an amazing man in my life who I absolutely adore. He is everything and more that I could have asked for. He treats me with the upmost respect and loves me just the way I am. Our relationship is only 2 months away from being a year. The only thing that sucks is that I am 350 miles away from him. I will be there soon. I love him so much. I could not imagine him not in my life. I hate getting all mushy but I just wanted everyone to know how I feel about him.
I miss my girls more and more each day and I can't wait untill the day when we can hang out again. The 3 of us you know. I miss and love you guys.
I went to the doctor's today because I have a lump in my breast. I will find out tomorrow hopefully if I need to get a biopsy or if it is nothing serious. I am scared and nervous at the same time. But, I don't want to worry myself because that is not going to help me at all. I didn't want to tell anyone because I didn't want to make anyone else nervous but I had to get it off my chest. You know. My mom went with me today to get the tests done and I think she is really scared. She was all talking what if it is somthing serious and I told her not to worry about it.
Well enough sad stuff. I miss everyone. My girls and my amazing man! I love you all!