I feel sick
It must be nice to be completely naive. Self-absorbed and oblivious to all that is going on around you. If only I were more...what's the word...ignorant. Maybe I too could live my life happily in a pipe dream.
Meh. It's naptime. Perhaps i'll dream my life is going even remotely okay, because then i'll "be happy!!!!!!" and therefore be acceptable to the common immature high-schooler.
I can only get my real feelings out in an angsty lj entry? This cannot be good. At least I could breathe while I was doing it. Cause I wasn't thinking about some dreamy 15-year-old guy.
Meh. It's naptime. Perhaps i'll dream my life is going even remotely okay, because then i'll "be happy!!!!!!" and therefore be acceptable to the common immature high-schooler.
I can only get my real feelings out in an angsty lj entry? This cannot be good. At least I could breathe while I was doing it. Cause I wasn't thinking about some dreamy 15-year-old guy.