Jun 13, 2008 19:11
Title:never again
Length: one shot
Parings: jaemin, jaeho, minsu, jaeminsu
Rating:pg13
Genre: don't know for sure.
A/N: well here is this little one shot i got.hope you like it. leave comments please!!
“Why Boojae why?” The youngest pleaded on bended knee.
“Because I am done being treated the way you four treat me. Especially Yunho. I love him and all his is my yunnie bear believe me but I just can’t take it anymore. He treats me like shit. He abuses me emotionally and physically. That is why I cry late at night in the kitchen is because of him.” He explained to the younger one still clinged to his left leg.
“But I don’t want you to leave!!” He cried some more.
“Shhh!! You might wake someone up. If you wake up Yunho then that is the end of it for me. So please let this be our little secret. I will come back just when I am stable enough to face Yunho.” He then detached the youngest from his leg.
“What’s all the fuss about out here?” Questioned a sleep walking Junsu.
“Well Jaejoong here is leaving us. He says he will be back but I don’t want him to leave.” Changmin told Junsu.
“Well then let him go if he says he will be back then he means it. Sometimes people need there space from people and this must be his time.” Junsu replied after yawning.
“Thanks Junsu I owe you one. Just whatever you don’t tell Yunho. Just let him know I went to visit my family and didn’t want to wake him.” He looked the two in the eyes with pain and sorrow.
“Ok I will make sure Yunho finds out but when you get back you better tell me the real reason why you decided to up and leave really quick and in a hurry. Also why don’t you want Yunho to know?” Junsu asked sleepingly.
“Well actually he is the reason why I am leaving right now. I really do love him don’t get me wrong but he abuses me.” Jaejoong started to tear up.
“How does he abuse you hyung?” Junsu walked up and cradled the elder one in his arms.
“E-Emotionally and physically.” He replied as he flinched to Junsu’s touch.
“Oh hyung how long have you been putting up with this?” the youngest walked up and touched Junsu shoulder. He didn’t want to scare Jaejoong more then he already was.
“Ummm… It has been about a month and a half.” He calmed down being in safe arms he could trust.
“Where do you plan on going anyway?” both Junsu and Changmin asked in unison.
“To tell you the truth I don’t know but anywhere but here.” He answered as he grabbed his stuff and headed out of the door. You heard a click of the door as he had shut it. Looking at each other Junsu and Changmin starting crying.
“Ok we have to be strong we can’t act like this remember we told him we wouldn’t let Yunho find out about this.” Junsu said as he wiped his tears away as well as Changmin’s.
“Let me know what exactly?” Yunho’s voiced boomed from a dark corner.
“Oh that he is going to go and visit his parents.” Changmin replied quickly without stutter. He didn’t want to sound suspicious.
“Don’t lie to me there is more than that where in the hell did he go? Tell the truth and why did he leave in the first place!” Yunho strictly spoke out. Changmin and Junsu held on to each other in fear. They wanted to tell him but then if they did then he would go and search for him. And they didn’t want that, because what would he do if he got a hold of Jaejoong.
“If you don’t tell me the truth I will put you in a lot of pain. You will not be able to sit for a week.” He stares down at them cowering in fear.
“Ok I will tell you!” Junsu screamed.
“Just leave Changmin out of this.” Junsu pushed Changmin away where he could be safe from Yunho’s fury.
“No Su don’t!!”
“Min I have to I don’t want you hurt because I love you!” Junsu responded back with tears streaming down his face.
“Ahh how cute. Now tell me where he went and why!” Yunho was slowly losing his patience.
“Ok, ok I will tell you. I don’t know where he has gone to. But he left to get away from you.” Junsu blurted out. Yunho slowly dropped to the floor in shock.
“But why would he want to get away from me.” His expression went from furious to depressed in an instance.
“Well because you emotionally and physically abuse him. How could you do that if you truly love him?” Changmin piped up. Yunho sat there and looked at his hands. Looking at them he remembered each night he had hit Jaejoong.
“Well I thought he was cheating on me so I would hit him.” Yunho sobbed thinking about what he had done. He now realized what he did was wrong and he scared off his boyfriend the one he loved.
“I have to go and find him and fix my mistakes. Do you know where he went?” He got up from the floor and looked at the two boys who shook there heads.
“Well I guess I have to go and find out where he is at. Be back soon.” Yunho’s last words to the two as he ran out of the apartment. Running around down a side walk he stopped dead in his tracks. Looking straight ahead of him stood a tall slender male with silky black hair.
“Jaejoong!” Yunho called to the male. Jaejoong flinched at the sound of his voice. Slowly he turned around to him. He didn’t want to be hit again so he answered “yes?”
“Where are you headed anyway?” Yunho rushed up and gave him a big squeezing hug.
“I don’t know. But hell away from you!! You…You bastard!!” Jaejoong lost his temper.
“I am sorry for what I have done to you I know it was wrong and I want to show you how much I truly care for you.” Yunho cuddled him closer and then tried to plant a kiss on his lips.
“NO!! Never again will I kiss you! Never again will I want to! Never again will I love you! I hope it hurts to know I will never be there, I hope you see my face everywhere and feel the pain like you caused me!” Jaejoong left Yunho standing there in the cold. Yunho just watched as he watched he old lover leave him there with out a hug or kiss good bye.