SERIOUSLY, I MUST BE COMPLETELY INSANE.
SERIOUS FOOTNOTE AT THE END. EVEN IF YOU SKIP THE NONSENSE, PLEASE READ IF YOU HAVE TIME. THANK YOU.
Just a listing of all the currently pressing fandom things I started/signed up for.
Rewatch. Every week for like, what, the next four months or something, plus chat. <3
Ihikago Podfics. Four of them.
GW Gift Exchange. ...Haven't even started it, but I'm pretty sure I have an idea I can dump in one sitting when I'm feeling it.
Remix. Pretty sure I've picked the fic I'm remixing already, but still only have shadowy ideas floating around. Soon, it'll come clear.
BG. I'm working on two fics for this.
MoR. Probably needs at least 20K still. Probably more.
Help Japan. I did not forget, and have partial fics waiting for me to finish.
The World Between Awake and Asleep. Not dead, just on hiatus until after May, because ZOMG ALMOST ALL OF THESE THINGS ABOVE ARE DUE IN APRIL AND MAY. SERIOUSLY.
1sentence. Seriously cannot default again, holy crap.
Seriously, I probably forgot things. And there are other sequels/prompt fics/projects I'm still considering 'active' in my mess of a brain.
OH YEAH, AND SCHOOL. AND BABY. AND CRAZY LIFE. AND HANGING OUT WITH TIARA.
Yep. Insane. Just completely psychotic.
I LOVE FANDOM SO MUCH.
(Also, a footnote. I read each and every response to that entry, and I love you guys all so much. I was not expecting a response like that AT ALL, and it's seriously so overwhelming and heart-warming and completely beyond words. I know I did not reply to any of you individually, and I'd probably weep all the tears if I tried to, just out of the amazing feeling of support and acceptance and understanding from you all - it's something I haven't had a lot of in my life, so trust me when I say it bowled me over. I don't think that I'll be posting further on this issue, mainly out of how ridiculously complex this situation is, but just trust me, your words and well wishes and kind offers are not lost on me. I feel so much closer to fandom than I ever have. You guys are my rock, my eternal love, my main source of happiness. I just really wanted to make sure you guys don't feel like I'm ignoring you - I just really need to pretend like things are normal to keep functioning properly, heh. I will never, ever forget this, and the only way that I know how to repay you all is to keep as active as possible in fandom and continue to play with you all. :D Seriously, fandom has made all the difference in the world to me, and I hope we can continue to play until the end of our days and beyond. So much love for each and every one of you.)
This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!
Just a listing of all the currently pressing fandom things I started/signed up for.
Rewatch. Every week for like, what, the next four months or something, plus chat. <3
Ihikago Podfics. Four of them.
GW Gift Exchange. ...Haven't even started it, but I'm pretty sure I have an idea I can dump in one sitting when I'm feeling it.
Remix. Pretty sure I've picked the fic I'm remixing already, but still only have shadowy ideas floating around. Soon, it'll come clear.
BG. I'm working on two fics for this.
MoR. Probably needs at least 20K still. Probably more.
Help Japan. I did not forget, and have partial fics waiting for me to finish.
The World Between Awake and Asleep. Not dead, just on hiatus until after May, because ZOMG ALMOST ALL OF THESE THINGS ABOVE ARE DUE IN APRIL AND MAY. SERIOUSLY.
1sentence. Seriously cannot default again, holy crap.
Seriously, I probably forgot things. And there are other sequels/prompt fics/projects I'm still considering 'active' in my mess of a brain.
OH YEAH, AND SCHOOL. AND BABY. AND CRAZY LIFE. AND HANGING OUT WITH TIARA.
Yep. Insane. Just completely psychotic.
I LOVE FANDOM SO MUCH.
(Also, a footnote. I read each and every response to that entry, and I love you guys all so much. I was not expecting a response like that AT ALL, and it's seriously so overwhelming and heart-warming and completely beyond words. I know I did not reply to any of you individually, and I'd probably weep all the tears if I tried to, just out of the amazing feeling of support and acceptance and understanding from you all - it's something I haven't had a lot of in my life, so trust me when I say it bowled me over. I don't think that I'll be posting further on this issue, mainly out of how ridiculously complex this situation is, but just trust me, your words and well wishes and kind offers are not lost on me. I feel so much closer to fandom than I ever have. You guys are my rock, my eternal love, my main source of happiness. I just really wanted to make sure you guys don't feel like I'm ignoring you - I just really need to pretend like things are normal to keep functioning properly, heh. I will never, ever forget this, and the only way that I know how to repay you all is to keep as active as possible in fandom and continue to play with you all. :D Seriously, fandom has made all the difference in the world to me, and I hope we can continue to play until the end of our days and beyond. So much love for each and every one of you.)
This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!