so it's hump day
yesterday wasn't so bad, but boy did it drain my brain. spent most of the time on the phone trying to take care of all this house crap. and yes i call it crap cause it is a bitch buying a house. then i got to go see little serena, she is so cute and tiny. yet i'm not sure who she looks like yet.
brandon and i talked yesterday. and he apologized for everything that happened and was said on friday. he said he pretty much hit his low spot that day and flipped out. he told me that he was intimidated by all my success. but over the weekend he came to the realization of what he had lost and didn't want it that way. he is now trying to look at things in a more positive way, even my so-called "success". i told him that i accepted his apology, and reminded him why we were here. to do things TOGETHER. and to look at it as he could learn something from my successes and i could learn something from his successes. he told me he was very proud of me, and i said the same for him. cause even though he may have hit a hard bottom this weekend, he still didn't give up, which is a great change for him. and look he ends up landing a job. we both know that we have a long road ahead of us, but i think we'll be able to handle things more better, him looking at things in a more positve way, and me not caving in so much.
but alas, there had to be one glitch in the day, and i got a phone call from brennan's school, he had told one of his classmates that he was gonna kill him with a knife. unfortunately brennan's joke was only funny to himself so now he is suspended from school today, cause they take anything dealing with violence seriously. so his punishment is that he has to come to work with me today. which he screamed when i told him that. he HATES going to my work. cause he gets stuck in a little room with nothing to do. maybe now he think before he speaks.
brandon and i talked yesterday. and he apologized for everything that happened and was said on friday. he said he pretty much hit his low spot that day and flipped out. he told me that he was intimidated by all my success. but over the weekend he came to the realization of what he had lost and didn't want it that way. he is now trying to look at things in a more positive way, even my so-called "success". i told him that i accepted his apology, and reminded him why we were here. to do things TOGETHER. and to look at it as he could learn something from my successes and i could learn something from his successes. he told me he was very proud of me, and i said the same for him. cause even though he may have hit a hard bottom this weekend, he still didn't give up, which is a great change for him. and look he ends up landing a job. we both know that we have a long road ahead of us, but i think we'll be able to handle things more better, him looking at things in a more positve way, and me not caving in so much.
but alas, there had to be one glitch in the day, and i got a phone call from brennan's school, he had told one of his classmates that he was gonna kill him with a knife. unfortunately brennan's joke was only funny to himself so now he is suspended from school today, cause they take anything dealing with violence seriously. so his punishment is that he has to come to work with me today. which he screamed when i told him that. he HATES going to my work. cause he gets stuck in a little room with nothing to do. maybe now he think before he speaks.