Sep 15, 2004 06:39
Well, I'm still spinning my tires. Nothing going on during the day. The loneliness is wearing off somewhat. I got some pictures developed that had Lizzie in them, and viewing them caused no great disturbance, feelings of sickness, yadda yadda. So, that is a good thing, starting to get over her. I do however find myself sometimes wondering where she is or how she's doing. I guess I would officially feel better if I knew she was worse off now, than when she was with me. I've already heard the guy she was talking to, is " a walking case of STD's, that looks like he's done every drug out there." So, I don't feel as if she stepped up.
The worst case of wondering what she's doing happened this morning. I walked into Jerry's to meet Elisha, Randi, and Jessica? Well, I sat down with them, and realized one of the girls in the booth behind ours was the girl who hired Lizzie at the strip joint. She waved and acted nice, so, I was waved and smiled at her. But anywho, I'm doing my best to get her out of my head. Things like new friends, and fun places like 4th street are really helping. On to more useful things...
Well, on the job front, I've found a few jobs that I am interested in on careerbuilder.com, so all I need to do is get a resume' together to get the ball rolling. This is probably not one of my strongest suits, so wish me luck with this task. So... I guess thats about all I have going on...
On a happy note, I bowl tomorrow! I get to see the love of my life. Woo Woo. I hope she finds herself happier than she has been the past two days. Also, LRS fest is sunday, if anyone is interested in going, let me know... ttyl much love