fifty-eight
so000o00ooo. i havent written a real journal entry in a super long time but w/e i guess chronicling the occurrences in my life ain't no thang. i got fired from starbucks may 14th (bullshit reasons, but who cares?) i was really blown for like 2 hours but got over it pretty quick. even though i spent two years there, the majority of it was full of misery so i can't say i miss working there too much.
since ~closing that chapter~ i've been focusing a lot more on other things-- working long hours at a thankless job really sucked the life out of me, and i'm glad i can now take the time to be very introspective and work towards being the person i want to be and having the life i desire and deserve. i've been picking up some hobbies i've neglected for two years and it's nice to be making friendship bracelets and knitting and finding new music/going to shows again. i also really wanted to TRAVEL this summer, it's just so refreshing to not have to schedule my LIFE around a job that doesn't pertain to any career i plan on pursuing. i feel very liberated more than anything.
it would be awesome to go to LA this summer, i really just want to sit in the sun and listen to music and talk to nelson and just experience an everyday different than what i'm used to.
i can feel myself changing and it's awesome-- i've lost the feelings of apathy i used to harbor and it's just so great to care and be excited for things that are important to me. now i just have to lose weight so i can SEE myself changing too, lol
since ~closing that chapter~ i've been focusing a lot more on other things-- working long hours at a thankless job really sucked the life out of me, and i'm glad i can now take the time to be very introspective and work towards being the person i want to be and having the life i desire and deserve. i've been picking up some hobbies i've neglected for two years and it's nice to be making friendship bracelets and knitting and finding new music/going to shows again. i also really wanted to TRAVEL this summer, it's just so refreshing to not have to schedule my LIFE around a job that doesn't pertain to any career i plan on pursuing. i feel very liberated more than anything.
it would be awesome to go to LA this summer, i really just want to sit in the sun and listen to music and talk to nelson and just experience an everyday different than what i'm used to.
i can feel myself changing and it's awesome-- i've lost the feelings of apathy i used to harbor and it's just so great to care and be excited for things that are important to me. now i just have to lose weight so i can SEE myself changing too, lol