on yoochun
hi, i'm not dead.
i've been very busy and have been spending more time on final fantasy fandom these last few months, but this isn't what i'm writing about today. i just want to tell you all that in light of the recent scandal i possibly won't write yoochun as a character for a very long time. maybe never.
to be honest, i wasn't even able to watch any of the videos that were posted because only seeing a gif and the look in his eyes in a photo made me feel physicaly ill. i have no emotional trigger to properly speak of relating to what happened, but i'm a feminist, and knowing that one of the people i've admired, loved and respected for a good few years would do such a thing makes me livid. i wouldn't have ever thought that he, of all people, would raise his hand on someone else, especially not a woman. i see a lot of fans having mixed feelings over this, and i understand them on a certain level, but i don't. my feelings are very clear and they're not very good.
so, i'm sorry to those who were anticipating the rest of storms, because it's safe to say i won't complete it. it's sad because i had a lot of things planned for this story, but i don't even want to have to deal with him. i've been working on a drabble collection since the beginning of 2012 and it'll be the last i'll post including him since all the drabbles he's in are finished. also, i'm not completely sure i'll want to write jaejoong also, because i'm still side-eying him a lot. i'll probably turn to homin and junsu more from now on, if i have the heart to devote myself to tvxq fandom that is.
for now, i've started writing for final fantasy xiii, and i may post the fics i've already written in that fandom over here to keep the comm alive. it means a lot to me. i'll probably switch back to 21-bang fandom too, because for some reason topbom is on my tumblr dash a lot and i just love them so mu-hu-uuch.
thank you for your time and your love.
i've been very busy and have been spending more time on final fantasy fandom these last few months, but this isn't what i'm writing about today. i just want to tell you all that in light of the recent scandal i possibly won't write yoochun as a character for a very long time. maybe never.
to be honest, i wasn't even able to watch any of the videos that were posted because only seeing a gif and the look in his eyes in a photo made me feel physicaly ill. i have no emotional trigger to properly speak of relating to what happened, but i'm a feminist, and knowing that one of the people i've admired, loved and respected for a good few years would do such a thing makes me livid. i wouldn't have ever thought that he, of all people, would raise his hand on someone else, especially not a woman. i see a lot of fans having mixed feelings over this, and i understand them on a certain level, but i don't. my feelings are very clear and they're not very good.
so, i'm sorry to those who were anticipating the rest of storms, because it's safe to say i won't complete it. it's sad because i had a lot of things planned for this story, but i don't even want to have to deal with him. i've been working on a drabble collection since the beginning of 2012 and it'll be the last i'll post including him since all the drabbles he's in are finished. also, i'm not completely sure i'll want to write jaejoong also, because i'm still side-eying him a lot. i'll probably turn to homin and junsu more from now on, if i have the heart to devote myself to tvxq fandom that is.
for now, i've started writing for final fantasy xiii, and i may post the fics i've already written in that fandom over here to keep the comm alive. it means a lot to me. i'll probably switch back to 21-bang fandom too, because for some reason topbom is on my tumblr dash a lot and i just love them so mu-hu-uuch.
thank you for your time and your love.