It's nine thirty am and I went to bed at three...... ugh.
I had this weird idea while I was working at the factory the other day, bored out of my mind. Yes, random and weird things go through my mind when I'm extremely bored. Hell, they go through my mind all the frappin' time! lol
Anyway, my idea.... I think I'm going to start a fictional, based-on-a-true story, type book about my life.... I thought it would make an interesting read considering there has been so much drama in my life. Jeez, I could make the story on the first eight years of my life and it could have enough drama to make a long lasting soap opera out of! :P But, I did start writing it at work one day, it's a little rough, but I think I can manage to fix it up, besides, rough drafts are supposed to be a little rough... :D
Anyway, I just miss writing like I used to write back in high school. (God, it's so weird to say that now.) I once wrote a story based on the theme of Romeo and Juliet, and my English teacher loved it so much he asked to keep it for an example to use in his Writing and Lit. Class and for his future Shakespeare Classes. Not to be egoistical or anything, after all, this IS a site dedicated to ME, but I was and still am very proud of that! :D *pats self on back*
But, as I was saying, this could be my project for 2005. I used to make myself a writing type project to do every year. The last three years it's been to write lyrics for Consumed, but now that I'm not a part of that anymore, *tear*, I didn't know what to do for a writing project. Yeah, I know it's like the beginning of May and I should have thought of this back in January, but I had so much shit on my plate in Januray that I couldn't even think straight.
Oh man, looking back on the last nine months, I see so much pathetic drama between my family and I, and it's saddening to see that it's not even frickin' over yet. Then again, there's still a bit of drama between Aunt Mom and my parents from over ten years ago. Let's see, my mother died in 1991, and there was drama with the family back then, but after she died and Aunt Sue moved in with my father, it seemed all of Hades broke loose! And, life has been VERY weird since then. Yes, there were times where life was so much fun and I remember some WONDERFUL times with my parents and my brothers and the rest of my family, but there was always a bit of drama. Well, I guess when your mother's step-sister-in-law, moves in with your father and you eight months or so after your mother's death, there gets to be some problems. Geez, I was one confused little boy back then.... My Aunt Sue moves in with my dad, Uncle Jeff is pissed. Aunt Sue sleeps in the same bed with my father, fights with Aunt Monica and Aunt Monica moves away from my house (she is my dad's sister), and now I am asking to call Aunt Sue my mom, they marry, and we now are moving to Minnesota.... Yep, it was one fucked up childhood.... and that's only up to eight years old.... and said in a nut-shell!
You know, moving from the city to the middle of nowhere hic town Minnesota, I hated it at first, but it grew on me. I would LOVE to live in the country again, even if it was like in the country around the Van Dyke freeway, where the city is close, but you are still in the country. It would be frickin' sweet. Ah.... I never thought I would miss the country life. hmmmmm.....
You know, why is it that when you leave a small town, to get away from all the drama, you find a wonderful group of people that seem to live to create it??? Yes, I am speaking of the gay community... lol We all know it's true, there is more drama here than you will ever find elsewhere. To here the stories of why certain people don't like another person, it just makes me sick. I shake my head in disbelief at some of the silly reasons people won't talk to each other anymore and why they hate each other. Granted, some of the reasons are rather valid, but honestly, most of the problems between people are pathetically dumb. Here's my boyfriend's roommate for example, first he says that he really likes me and doesn't want me to meet his roommmate (my bf, now), and I tell him I'm not going to stand for that, because there was something obvously fishy about that whole scernairo. After I meet his roommate, I fall deeply in love with him in the first month. (We hung out like every frickin' day and saw a LOT of each other. I was basically living with him on the weekends.) Anyway, then now all of a sudden when I date his roommate, he hates me.... It's really shady and shallow and he can be a really big ass sometimes. Ugh.
lol
You guys probably think I'm just some big drama queen.... yep, guess I am.... :P
Eh, I'm gonna run for now, I'll probably post more later....
Adios,
TJ
Anyway, my idea.... I think I'm going to start a fictional, based-on-a-true story, type book about my life.... I thought it would make an interesting read considering there has been so much drama in my life. Jeez, I could make the story on the first eight years of my life and it could have enough drama to make a long lasting soap opera out of! :P But, I did start writing it at work one day, it's a little rough, but I think I can manage to fix it up, besides, rough drafts are supposed to be a little rough... :D
Anyway, I just miss writing like I used to write back in high school. (God, it's so weird to say that now.) I once wrote a story based on the theme of Romeo and Juliet, and my English teacher loved it so much he asked to keep it for an example to use in his Writing and Lit. Class and for his future Shakespeare Classes. Not to be egoistical or anything, after all, this IS a site dedicated to ME, but I was and still am very proud of that! :D *pats self on back*
But, as I was saying, this could be my project for 2005. I used to make myself a writing type project to do every year. The last three years it's been to write lyrics for Consumed, but now that I'm not a part of that anymore, *tear*, I didn't know what to do for a writing project. Yeah, I know it's like the beginning of May and I should have thought of this back in January, but I had so much shit on my plate in Januray that I couldn't even think straight.
Oh man, looking back on the last nine months, I see so much pathetic drama between my family and I, and it's saddening to see that it's not even frickin' over yet. Then again, there's still a bit of drama between Aunt Mom and my parents from over ten years ago. Let's see, my mother died in 1991, and there was drama with the family back then, but after she died and Aunt Sue moved in with my father, it seemed all of Hades broke loose! And, life has been VERY weird since then. Yes, there were times where life was so much fun and I remember some WONDERFUL times with my parents and my brothers and the rest of my family, but there was always a bit of drama. Well, I guess when your mother's step-sister-in-law, moves in with your father and you eight months or so after your mother's death, there gets to be some problems. Geez, I was one confused little boy back then.... My Aunt Sue moves in with my dad, Uncle Jeff is pissed. Aunt Sue sleeps in the same bed with my father, fights with Aunt Monica and Aunt Monica moves away from my house (she is my dad's sister), and now I am asking to call Aunt Sue my mom, they marry, and we now are moving to Minnesota.... Yep, it was one fucked up childhood.... and that's only up to eight years old.... and said in a nut-shell!
You know, moving from the city to the middle of nowhere hic town Minnesota, I hated it at first, but it grew on me. I would LOVE to live in the country again, even if it was like in the country around the Van Dyke freeway, where the city is close, but you are still in the country. It would be frickin' sweet. Ah.... I never thought I would miss the country life. hmmmmm.....
You know, why is it that when you leave a small town, to get away from all the drama, you find a wonderful group of people that seem to live to create it??? Yes, I am speaking of the gay community... lol We all know it's true, there is more drama here than you will ever find elsewhere. To here the stories of why certain people don't like another person, it just makes me sick. I shake my head in disbelief at some of the silly reasons people won't talk to each other anymore and why they hate each other. Granted, some of the reasons are rather valid, but honestly, most of the problems between people are pathetically dumb. Here's my boyfriend's roommate for example, first he says that he really likes me and doesn't want me to meet his roommmate (my bf, now), and I tell him I'm not going to stand for that, because there was something obvously fishy about that whole scernairo. After I meet his roommate, I fall deeply in love with him in the first month. (We hung out like every frickin' day and saw a LOT of each other. I was basically living with him on the weekends.) Anyway, then now all of a sudden when I date his roommate, he hates me.... It's really shady and shallow and he can be a really big ass sometimes. Ugh.
lol
You guys probably think I'm just some big drama queen.... yep, guess I am.... :P
Eh, I'm gonna run for now, I'll probably post more later....
Adios,
TJ