SUCKS to be me!
School has already started to overwhelm me. Everyday if it's not filming for one of my projects its writing a paper of some sort. I swear I've written at least 10 papers since I've been here. It's really annoying. I never want to write again! Oh wait that's what I'm doing right now.... anyway, My internship kinda sucks but kinda is cool, I deal with a lazy secretary who only lives to make sure she humiliates me at least 20 times a day. I think she's just bitter because she's super overweight and ugly so she knows that she'll never make it anywhere in Hollywood. She used to live in NY so I dont know why she left there. At least there it's cold so she could hide her face in scarves and her fat in a big jacket. I dont know, some people just dont think before they act. Ok that's enough of being mean for the evening. My internship does have it's perks. I met the little girl who dances in the Missy Elliot videos the other day. She was super cute but I wanted her to dance but I thought that might be a tad unprofessional to ask her. Oh well.... anyway, my internship really has brought some insight into my choice of career. I mean just being around 2 casting directors all day has really shown me the crap they have to deal with and the annoying phone calls they have to take all day from agents wanting to know how their clients did. It's an industry with little patience and no time for anything. And everyone is so fake! I'm just at the point of reconsidering everything, I guess that kind of sucks since i've spent $40,000 in loans on my education and now I may find out that it is useless. But oh well, what can you do? I havent made any decisions yet but I'm really becoming disillusioned with Hollywood. I mean talk about a joke.