Anxiety sucks
I know its been awhile as usual, I was lazy. = / Anyway, I just have a complaint about how fast summers always go! I mean during the school year there are plenty of times when i stop and ask "how much longer is school!!?" in a very aggravated voice- but when it comes to summers I dont even get a chance to get sick of them before they're over. It's so depressing. It's almost exactly a month til I move to L.A. and I'm starting to get more and more anxious about it. Especially with the whole money situation. My school doesnt allow its students to work while they're out there because apparently we're way too busy with our internships and such. But this means that I have to take out EXTRA student loans just to be able to pay my bills! So I'm thinking I'll be like the kid in Clockstoppers and rummage through thrift stores and sell the stuff on E-Bay. If anyone has any valuables they would let me have to support me through this next semester they would be greatly appreciated, just drop them off in my yard, thanks. I guess I'm kinda nervous also about moving somewhere where I dont know anybody, I'm not exactly Miss Outgoing, so this is going to take some effort on my part to make friends. One of my roommates already e-mailed me and I can tell she's pretty dorky, one of her favorite things to do is read and she loves cats and she said her favorite song at the moment is "Clocks" by Coldplay- ok so I like that song, its just that how is it her "song of the moment"?? I mean that song came out like 2 years ago. I think shes from like Illinois or something so maybe that has something to do with it. Maybe they dont get MTV there hahaha. So i'm sure I'll be spending a lot of time explaining to her that "Psyche!" isn't an acceptable phrase anymore, oh well. Maybe my other two roommates will be better.