STRESS!!!!

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Today was a lazy day since I didnt get a subbing job. I got up around 1 and then went with Tamara, Ase, Michael and Chris to Fugi's. It was alright... not as fabulous as I expected but still a good time. Then Tamara, Ase and I ran around town doing random errands. After this we were all super tired like we always are after doing more then half of hour of something productive so we all took naps. Then we woke up and went to do laundy, how productive was I today?? I take back the whole lazy day thing, I was on top of things today! Then we ate like fatties and that was the end of that. Oh yes and we also are all addicted to the Nintendo 64 my dad brought for me this past weekend... its a lot of fun! Haha, anyway, I guess I gotta add some drama to this entry cause its pretty boring, so here it is. Yesterday I had Rachel for skiing class and get this- she had the nerve to act like she was mad at ME!! Can you believe that?!?!? She like ignored me and sat away from me and everything! THAT WAS MY JOB! I hate people who get mad when you are the one who should be mad at them!! How frustrating is that?!? So anyway, we completely ignored each other and I had to sit by myself in class because the only other person I knew in the class is Rachel's friend so she sat with Rachel. This sucks because next Thursday I have to go on the skiing trip and room with Rachel and everything. So something needs to be resolved by then because not only do I have to stay in the same room with her for 3 days but I also have to ride on a bus with her for 14 hours to and from and then ski with her because I suck at skiing and so does she so I know I'm gonna end up skiing with the teacher and so is she. UGH!! Why does she have to be so freaking prideful!??! All she needs to do is apologize and acknowledge that she's wrong! Is that too much to ask?? I dont think so, I just dont see how she can act like she's mad at me... it does not make sense. Anyway, that whole situation is extremely frustrating. Oh and so is this one- I have decided to drop my Spanish class... I got a one and half on my first quiz (yes thats possible- just dont study at all for something that is extremely hard) and then I missed the second quiz, on the third quiz I got a 45 (sorta studied) and then the fourth quiz I missed. So using my fabulous math skills I've realized that my average in the class is a 12. It already being a month into school I realize that this is problem. So my best bet would be just to drop it before its too late and it ends up on my transcript as an F. I have a 3.7 right now and I dont plan on messing that up because of one stupid class. So yes... I am frustrated about that too. Oh well... the worst thing about it is that I might be a little behind now in my degree so I think I might have to stay an extra semester which means I'll graduated December of 2005 and so that is after I'm married so Javier will have to move to Abilene for that one semester and then we'll have to move back to El Paso after I'm done... what am mess! And then the L.A. film school isnt looking too good right now.. I just dont think I can afford it, I hate money, its so depressing when that is the only thing keeping you from doing something! Anyway... I'm just having a crappy time with my life right now- but things will get better.

I'll be in El Paso Friday night sometime, I dont think we're gonna do anything that night because Javier has work early Saturday and I dont want him to be all worn out. Saturday is Javier's show at 8:30 at Chamomiles, I expect everyone there to support him! = ) And then I'll leave sunday sometime, it'll be a short but fun weekend.