May 24, 2005 14:56
Wow its been a while guys......i guess every1 has da same idea w/a end of year entry. well here goes......
at da begginin of this year i thought n i was rite 4 almost half da year. then da shit hit da fan n it was hell. i mean i had ppl ova 2 my house b/c we all got along n had such a great time 2gether n we were definately movie/mall bums most of da summer, then school came up n drama drama drama!
Please dont take this da wrong way i still love every1 4om our "group" soooo much n i miss u all so freakin much!!!!
I wanna have ppl ova again n jump in da pool wen its like 30degrees. n watch movies n eat my parents outta house n home. I kno u all remember those days u cant tell me u dont. n just thinkin bout em hits a nerve n i want those days bac dat i had bout 100000000 ppl 2 go 2 if i needed help n all of those ppl had me. So u c this year WAS so much fun......then i swear ppl wanted drama 2 come up n just tore every1 apart. ya sure maybe 2-3 ppl r real close still n then other ppl completely left our "group" but idc if we dont have a tight lil group of ppl. i just want 2 have a group of friends dat just gets bigger but they can still come ova n have a good time. hell im willing 2 try again but i dont think half of u r.
Whatever you want to do, do it. No one can live your life for you.
and no1 can change how u act, or how u choose ur friends but u cant change da ppl who care about u b/c its their feelings. i personally still care about every1 dat has been my friend. so shannon kaylee david rahmy christine anna shane jenna shawn dj i luv u all.
but hey i have a few friends dat havent lied 2 me.......not 4om school tho.
im startin 2 not care.
*~:Jessica:~*