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So life has currently decided that it would be cool to completely harden me so that emotions are not something I can understand. I know I can always put on a smile and act all happy, but deep down, I feel like Im dying. I dont want to, but I am. too many things have gone wrong lately...I guess they arent really wrong, since they happened, and everything happens for a reason. Its horrible when Im so sad and Im screaming for someone to help me, but no one hears me because I cant ask for help anymore, and I cant cry anymore. Im not even alive anymore.