linger
ok. so im not working at camp this summer. damn i don't even get an interview. i guess they really do hate me there. I think its bull shit. im done over it. im done with CCG. sorry im not puttin up wiht this shit anymore. i volunteered my ass off after SIT. for what? nothing. sure i had a rough SIT program but i have grown up a lot since then and matured a lot. if they would give me a fucking chance to i donno even hold a first interview then maybe they could see that. and I know its not becuase they have everyone hired like it waas last year because i talked to amy and she said she does not know if she is officially hired yeet and she is returning staff. What the fuck ever. Im done. I so fucking sick of this shit. At least camp gave me some amazing friends. maybe if people who actaully work there now could see how much i have changed instead of going by the perception of me when i was a chld things would be differnt. I have not been there in like a year of course i have changed DUH! the least they could do isgive me a fucking interview. im so done with this shit.
least i know i got great friends from camp :) i love you guys and wish i had gotten the chnace you guys got to work there