There's a ghost in me...
Sometimes I feel like I'm a ghost. I seem to just drift though life without anyone taking any notice of me.
I turn 27 in less than two months. I'll be old. 26 doesn't feel old to me, but somehow 27 feels ancient. I'll be 27 with no job, no love life, and hardly any friends. I feel like a failure.
And I have no clue how this happened. My life seems to have just passed me by.
So maybe I'm a ghost. I sit in my apartment and the days just melt away. I realised just a second ago that I've lost two hours. But the world is still going on around me. It's as if I've been forgotten, cut off.
I can walk the streets and have nobody notice me. I'll bump into someone and apologise, but they won't give me a second glance.
Maybe that's why I'm always so chilly.
I turn 27 in less than two months. I'll be old. 26 doesn't feel old to me, but somehow 27 feels ancient. I'll be 27 with no job, no love life, and hardly any friends. I feel like a failure.
And I have no clue how this happened. My life seems to have just passed me by.
So maybe I'm a ghost. I sit in my apartment and the days just melt away. I realised just a second ago that I've lost two hours. But the world is still going on around me. It's as if I've been forgotten, cut off.
I can walk the streets and have nobody notice me. I'll bump into someone and apologise, but they won't give me a second glance.
Maybe that's why I'm always so chilly.