Jan 29, 2008 20:05
This place is torture. It's dark, no light. Days could pass, and I'd never know. My powers are being leached from with these stupid shackles they have my arms suspended with. This stupid cell they have me in reminds me of being stuck in one of those "bubbles" that "bubble people" live in, only much worse, because you can't see out the bubble, but ou can hear all the screams of people. The sounds of the few living who are actually down here. I would break out, but I have lost my will to fight. I tried at first to escape. I charmed the guard who brought me food. He never did take my shackles off, but he did let me go on walks, if only to get my muscles moving again. This place was dark. Darker then any place I'd ever been. This place was ahrd. I was kept in these shackles that zapped enough power that any attempt from me to escape was stopped as soon as i started using my powers. My powers still kept me from aging, but I couldn't use them actively. They took me once a week to bathe, putting me in a room that worked just like these shackles, and I didn't get to bathe alone. The guards watched and sneered. The water was cold. This place was the darkest torture I've ever known. Every once in a while, I'd be disciplined for trying to get out they wiped my back, and then rubbed the open wounds with a sticky acidic fruit juice that burned when it his the raw and bleeding skin. I was made to watch such horrors done to other people as well. You can not imagine what it's like in that place. You start getting desperate for something to hang on to. The only thing that kept me going was the memory of my little Mosharue. No one knew who she was really, but I had been her "surrogate" mother when I came to Evarine and learned about my powers. I had been imprisoned here before, though no one knew then that I was who I am, they thought I was just a pretty servant. No power stealing shackles that time. What a wonderful thing that stay had been compared to this one. This time, I was enduring the torture that I had been ment to suffer the first time. Malisipher was trying to break me. He figures if I break, he will be able to train me to do his will. I just want to use my powers to free me from this place. That is the torture I will remember, that dark place that I will never forget.