it is done
Well, it is done. She is burried and she is in her final resting place. After 6 months of extreem agony, it is done. I will always remember Peters mom. While I didn't approve of her methods I still loved her. She was a great woman. She always had both of our interests in mind. I am sad that Peter and I will be married after she passed, but I know that she will be watching over us. This has also brought us closer, and his family now has adopted me. I guess now would be the right time to say that Peter and I have decided that we are getting married the last weekend in May, and this time it feels right. Before when we have picked a date it hasn't felt right, but now, I feel at peace with our decision. I don't think I'm going to work this semester just because I know I don't have to. I have everything paid for for this semester, and I'm going to just concentrate on my studies. I should, theoretically have my associate degree in the begginning of May. Nothing for the wedding is set in stone, we both need time to greive over our losses. We've both gone the rounds with each other, but we are in a good place in our relationship right now, and I feel like whatever differences we have, that we can work through them, and at least we talk about our differences. I love him, like nobody I've ever loved before, and his family too, they've been so good to both of us during this whole ordeal. I'm just glad that it's over. In a way, it has forced Peter to grow up. It wasn't a change he wanted, but nonetheless, it has changed him, for the better I think. I love him dearly. I'm just glad I was there for him when he needed me, and that I was there when she passed. It was a bitter sweet experience. One of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but also one of the most special things to see someone die, I don't know why. Just the knowledge that there were others there to help her into the next stage in Eternity. I love you all, and wanted you to know that, and thanks for your support right now in this time when Peter and I are both in need of it.