ohhhh life... this is long i apologize to whoever does read it
So, i was just thinking about life and all these new chapters and stuff and things in everyone's life, and my heart goes out to all old buddies I hope everyone is good and prospering and making it through and all that. That was kind of a vague sentence. I just wanted to let you know, who ever reads this, that I'm thinking about you and love you, yes YOU because i've been thinking about really everyone, so you are not left out. I just feel like sending a huge hug to all my old friends.
I can't help but write about my new boyfriend, like as of two weeks, because its so exciting that I just want to write about it, and i never write in real journals, so I'll do this instead. Soooo, the story is there is this guy who I met actually a year ago at a friend danielle's birthday party, i didn't know it at the time but i guess he thought i was awesome from that time we met. I didn't talk to him ever again though until a couple months ago. He knew I had a boyfriend and he didn't want to meddle in other people's relationships and crap, which is good. But he had been asking danielle about me since then, and i guess he found out that i broke up with matt back in october and stuff. In february I started seeing him around again, like whenever i hung out with danielle he was there cuz he wanted to get to know who i was and stuff, and then he ended up asking me on a valentine's day date, which was awesome and he brought me roses and it was super sweet. And we've been like hanging out gradually since then and now we're officially together.
So about him, his name is Fernando, he's 23 and he's from Brazil, and he's in the architecture program. The reason I mention he's in the arch. program is cuz i think he's so awesome for it, like that program here is really hard and intensive, its like second to the vet school. so props to him he's got my respect. And I have like not enough time in life to say all the good things about him. he's just like, the best guy i have ever encountered EVER, and all the time i'm like, wow, how did i end up with someone like this? He's like chivalrous and extremely loyal and honest to friends and will be there for you no matter what kind of person, like he's the person people go to when they need help because they know they can count on him always. And even better than how he treats his friends is how he treats his woman ;-) haha, like seriously he makes me feel special every day.
Anyway he's been on his own in the US since he was about 16, so he's kinda like, independent and has his crap together you know? Dude he already has job offers and he still has like one more year or possibly more to finish in school. Like people want him, girls definitely want him, but he doesn't act like a jerk about it. and he's like the kind of person you think would impress your mom and dad. And jeez he can cook. And he's hot... aaaand sexy. he drives me crazy omg. but i drive him crazy too, which is good. :-) And he dresses awesome, smells awesome, is athletic, which i absolutely love in guys. Like for some reason i don't like it when guys don't like to work out and play sports, because those are things I like to do, but he plays like every sport and is really into fitness so we can work out together and stay fit and all that jazz. And he loves animals, and snowboarding. Goodness, i'm just like listing all this random crap about him, but i can't help it omg! And he has like a lot of good morals and really values family, which are things that i find important. Cuz something about me is like, if i'm in a relationship i'm incredibly monogamous, my attention is for one person only, and as for when i'm married, for myself i don't believe in divorce, like thats not an option for me period. I will stay with whoever i marry forever like my parents, and man they have been through some hard messed up stuff that most people today would no doubt be divorced over, but they never gave up and are still together. And their relationship is awesome now. through thick n thin, that's how i envision myself. And that's also how he is in relationships and how he envisions himself, so.... who knows maybe we will get married. AHAHA ok jk that's kind of way too far a step ahead at this point in the relationship to think about. but my point is for me he's totally marryable. if that makes sense. And he's just like the funniest person on earth, its weird about boys, like he's such a man but at the same time he's like the silliest little boy. He speaks like four languages holy crap. like he's just crazy! I feel like i have so much to learn from him, like he makes me want to do something more with my life. No offense, but he is much better of a boyfriend than my last one... i like matt as a friend, don't get me wrong i don't want to bad talk him, but I didn't realize relationships could BE this awesome. goodness well, we have a lot of fun together, we can do pretty much anything together and it will be fun. Sorrrrryyyyyy this ended up being way longer than i wanted. I just wanted to get some feelings out, whether anyone actually reads all this or not. I could probably go on more, but i wont. hahah, jesus what is wrong with me?
I can't help but write about my new boyfriend, like as of two weeks, because its so exciting that I just want to write about it, and i never write in real journals, so I'll do this instead. Soooo, the story is there is this guy who I met actually a year ago at a friend danielle's birthday party, i didn't know it at the time but i guess he thought i was awesome from that time we met. I didn't talk to him ever again though until a couple months ago. He knew I had a boyfriend and he didn't want to meddle in other people's relationships and crap, which is good. But he had been asking danielle about me since then, and i guess he found out that i broke up with matt back in october and stuff. In february I started seeing him around again, like whenever i hung out with danielle he was there cuz he wanted to get to know who i was and stuff, and then he ended up asking me on a valentine's day date, which was awesome and he brought me roses and it was super sweet. And we've been like hanging out gradually since then and now we're officially together.
So about him, his name is Fernando, he's 23 and he's from Brazil, and he's in the architecture program. The reason I mention he's in the arch. program is cuz i think he's so awesome for it, like that program here is really hard and intensive, its like second to the vet school. so props to him he's got my respect. And I have like not enough time in life to say all the good things about him. he's just like, the best guy i have ever encountered EVER, and all the time i'm like, wow, how did i end up with someone like this? He's like chivalrous and extremely loyal and honest to friends and will be there for you no matter what kind of person, like he's the person people go to when they need help because they know they can count on him always. And even better than how he treats his friends is how he treats his woman ;-) haha, like seriously he makes me feel special every day.
Anyway he's been on his own in the US since he was about 16, so he's kinda like, independent and has his crap together you know? Dude he already has job offers and he still has like one more year or possibly more to finish in school. Like people want him, girls definitely want him, but he doesn't act like a jerk about it. and he's like the kind of person you think would impress your mom and dad. And jeez he can cook. And he's hot... aaaand sexy. he drives me crazy omg. but i drive him crazy too, which is good. :-) And he dresses awesome, smells awesome, is athletic, which i absolutely love in guys. Like for some reason i don't like it when guys don't like to work out and play sports, because those are things I like to do, but he plays like every sport and is really into fitness so we can work out together and stay fit and all that jazz. And he loves animals, and snowboarding. Goodness, i'm just like listing all this random crap about him, but i can't help it omg! And he has like a lot of good morals and really values family, which are things that i find important. Cuz something about me is like, if i'm in a relationship i'm incredibly monogamous, my attention is for one person only, and as for when i'm married, for myself i don't believe in divorce, like thats not an option for me period. I will stay with whoever i marry forever like my parents, and man they have been through some hard messed up stuff that most people today would no doubt be divorced over, but they never gave up and are still together. And their relationship is awesome now. through thick n thin, that's how i envision myself. And that's also how he is in relationships and how he envisions himself, so.... who knows maybe we will get married. AHAHA ok jk that's kind of way too far a step ahead at this point in the relationship to think about. but my point is for me he's totally marryable. if that makes sense. And he's just like the funniest person on earth, its weird about boys, like he's such a man but at the same time he's like the silliest little boy. He speaks like four languages holy crap. like he's just crazy! I feel like i have so much to learn from him, like he makes me want to do something more with my life. No offense, but he is much better of a boyfriend than my last one... i like matt as a friend, don't get me wrong i don't want to bad talk him, but I didn't realize relationships could BE this awesome. goodness well, we have a lot of fun together, we can do pretty much anything together and it will be fun. Sorrrrryyyyyy this ended up being way longer than i wanted. I just wanted to get some feelings out, whether anyone actually reads all this or not. I could probably go on more, but i wont. hahah, jesus what is wrong with me?