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I hate this feeling the sadness the darkness the loneliness its all sunken in. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of always wanting to cry. I'm tired of my throat clamping up when someone asks if I'm ok. I shouldn't be alone tonight, I shouldn't be alone at all right now, but oh well. I just don't know what to do any more. I just want to give up give in be done.