what am i doing?
i don't know what i want to do, i see a bunch of my friends studying abroad and knowing where they want to go to grad school or work and i have no idea.
i mean i pretty much right now am just focused on finishing this year. ik that i want to try to get a job at a hospital this summer so i can get a jump start on my 4th year rotations but idk.
i have no idea what i really want to do in the hospital, or even if i want to work in a hospital. idk maybe i'm going a bit overboard.
i'm just so worried that i'm going to get out of school and have no direction. ik silly thought.
idk i guess that i just want some kind of stability in my life. i want to know that i can count on something in 10 years without a doubt.
i'm only 20 y am i worrying so much? idk i've been kinda emo the past couple days and idk even know y, it can't be pms. [shrugs]
well i guess its back to studying
i mean i pretty much right now am just focused on finishing this year. ik that i want to try to get a job at a hospital this summer so i can get a jump start on my 4th year rotations but idk.
i have no idea what i really want to do in the hospital, or even if i want to work in a hospital. idk maybe i'm going a bit overboard.
i'm just so worried that i'm going to get out of school and have no direction. ik silly thought.
idk i guess that i just want some kind of stability in my life. i want to know that i can count on something in 10 years without a doubt.
i'm only 20 y am i worrying so much? idk i've been kinda emo the past couple days and idk even know y, it can't be pms. [shrugs]
well i guess its back to studying