Sep 15, 2009 15:28
I'm packing and getting lots of things for college. It's expensive. my room is bare.
I want to leave - I am frightened of noticing my absence in the bathroom, my room, the kitchen, my brother's room, on the couch, in Caitlin's house, in esther short park. I don't know what to expect. I am frightened of being apart from Caitlin - will time and space make us question what wonderful things have happened?
I want to thrust myself upon a new city. I want to meet my roomates, and cook bread in a new kitchen. I want to learn, and I want to be away from my house.