One week

[horse_crazy_bra]

Okay, so i am going to go see a doctor when i get back to school. I can't take this shit anymore, i wonder if it is just stress or me freaking out on myself over some of my more interesting choices. Which would infact make me feel this sick, but this is linked to just food, one meal a day that doesn't quite get digested is a serious problem i think, and it is to the point i am scared to eat, and i love my fucked up brain which comes up with the solution, no you don't need to eat. Heh. so yeah, i will do the doctor thing when i am back at school, so they can continue to tell me there is nothing wrong with me. (yes i am willing to bet that iw was the conversation will be).

mmm...thats it for now, going home for a while clothes would be nice, i feel asleep on my dad couch, oops!, then the beach...hah i did promise a Big Bear update...well once again i will say later.