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[horrorshowlike]

There is so much going on in my brain at the moment that I can't even process it all into words but I don't want to speak about any of that. So I've written something else entirely.

One Hard Heart Beat

My heart beats so hard in my chest that sometimes I think it will just explode.
Maybe you wouldn't understand why if I tried to explain it to you.
I feel life and every moment so damn hard.
It penetrates through to every fiber of my being,
And makes my chest swell,
Urgent with rushing blood and oxygen.
I can never breathe enough in.
But I keep running forwards into this feeling,
Lungs pulsing,
Bursting to breathe,
Aching to live.
Convert this air to waste faster, faster, faster,
Expel this moment from my body,
I live
One
Hard
Heart
Beat
At a time.