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I went to bed really late last night. Like.. around 3. I was up watching Scrubs and the Office. I am in love with those 2 shows now. More than I ever was. Sadly, it's probably beeen the highlight of my days the past couple days. Except playing with a 4 year old, but I got sick of that after the 5th hour or so. Haha
Altough I went to bed around 3 I got a full night's sleep. I dunno if my REM cycle is off or it's the bad dream I had when I should have woken up 2 hours before it, but I feel like crap. I'm exhausted, and I can't get oh wait, I had 2 nightmares, out of my head! One of them was really emotionally.....fucked up. The next one was just silly and crazy fucked up. Like...the OMEN was chasing me around my own house, and it was dark and he was like morphing into different people so I couldn't tell who was really who. It was crazy. I'm pretty sure I felt physical pain in that one. Luckily I was able to wake myself up!!! :) I LOVE BEING ABLE TO DO THAT. It's craaaaaaazzy. All I do is force myself to close my eyes really tight (in the dream) and I guess it happens in reality too 'cause I wake up!!!
And even t hough I'm exhuasted, we're having 26 guests over our house tonight at like 7pm....and that means I have to help clean and make food and basically be a slave to my mom for the next 5 hours. I'm surprised she hasn't found me from my break typing this to make me go do stuff for her. Haha. OK. Enough break. People are at the beach. Lol. I'm in my head. I'm gonna listen to my ipod while I do some hard labor. Bye!
One more day that I've survived
Another night alone
Pay no mind I'm doing fine
I'm breathing on my own
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
Wake me when the hour arrives
Wake me with my name
See you somewhere down the line
We're tethered once again
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
Was it you?
Who said hello
Here we go
Close your eyes and stay a while
But take me where you go
Single file we walk the mile
wandering back home
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
Was it you?
Who said hello
Here we go...
Altough I went to bed around 3 I got a full night's sleep. I dunno if my REM cycle is off or it's the bad dream I had when I should have woken up 2 hours before it, but I feel like crap. I'm exhausted, and I can't get oh wait, I had 2 nightmares, out of my head! One of them was really emotionally.....fucked up. The next one was just silly and crazy fucked up. Like...the OMEN was chasing me around my own house, and it was dark and he was like morphing into different people so I couldn't tell who was really who. It was crazy. I'm pretty sure I felt physical pain in that one. Luckily I was able to wake myself up!!! :) I LOVE BEING ABLE TO DO THAT. It's craaaaaaazzy. All I do is force myself to close my eyes really tight (in the dream) and I guess it happens in reality too 'cause I wake up!!!
And even t hough I'm exhuasted, we're having 26 guests over our house tonight at like 7pm....and that means I have to help clean and make food and basically be a slave to my mom for the next 5 hours. I'm surprised she hasn't found me from my break typing this to make me go do stuff for her. Haha. OK. Enough break. People are at the beach. Lol. I'm in my head. I'm gonna listen to my ipod while I do some hard labor. Bye!
One more day that I've survived
Another night alone
Pay no mind I'm doing fine
I'm breathing on my own
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
Wake me when the hour arrives
Wake me with my name
See you somewhere down the line
We're tethered once again
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
Was it you?
Who said hello
Here we go
Close your eyes and stay a while
But take me where you go
Single file we walk the mile
wandering back home
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend
I'm here
And I'm on the mend my friend
Was it you?
Who said hello
Here we go...