Aug 03, 2005 15:22
im crying right now....
first my mom was like did you call your room mate back and i told her no and she told me to call her and i was like i don't want to do it right now and i rather do it later, now i feel all uncomfortable and i don't want to call the girl now, if my mom wouldn't of said anything then i would of been ok but now im not...so im going to call the girl most definitly tomorrow, or just call her today. OK WHATEVER!!!!!!! FUCK IT ALL..................
the second thing is my dad was talking to me about school, saying why i liked smc and why i wanted to go there, i told them that it was becaause of the courses and that really is why but he kept asking me and my mom was telling him stuff while he was talking to me cause when i looked over she had her hand up to her mouth and i saw h er and she moved her hand away, and then she asked me about this guy that was going there that i knew and i told her NO the guy that me and dianas mom went to limestone and thats where he was going and all this other stuff, THE STUPID BITCH, god damit i can't wait till i get away from these retards, god i hate them all
and the whole time while i write this im tlaking to sassy and crying and stuff
lol the first thing i did when i came online was i went to myspace and i saw melanie sent me a message and her picture was funny so i started to get better, i wish brent was on, lol he always makes me feel better