It doesn't change.

[horror_disorder]

Yea
So, I wrote something the other day
I haven't written in a very long time.
It helps.

I thought about it again today,
I can't remember the last time I felt this way.
I thought I left this all behind,
I guess emotions don't understand time.
I thought I left behind the tears,
I thought I left behind the fears.
This pain has cut me way too deep,
I just want to leave the hurt in sleep.
But my life follows me into my dreams,
Everything is as hard as it seems.
I thought I swept this all under the rug,
I'm trying to forget the adrenaline; my drug.
I guess you can't hide what you really are,
So, I'll add another to my wrist;
A scar.

Yea, I wrote that.
I guess I'm still as messed up as I used to be.
Ooh well.
People do this to me.