It's better off this way...so much better of this way
Hi Lis,
Um, there were alot of things I wanted to say on the phone with you... but I don't know. I guess they never came out of my mouth so im going to try my best now. Maybe writing them down will help
Im so torn up about this. I haven't been able to think clearly since you hung up on the other line. I didn't think it was happening. Like... I don't believe any of this is happening. It feels so weird.
I never meant to put you in this hard of a place. I never meant to hurt you, you know that. You know that I would take any bullet for you. Lisa, I think the world of you. You are the only good thing in my life right now besides the band.. but I mean.. those are a bunch of guys.
This must have been such a hard decision for you. I wouldn't have been able to do it, myself. Im so ball-less. Id run away from all of this. But not you. I admire you even more now.
I swear, Lisa... I can't thank you enough for this. This is my life. And it makes it a million times easier to leave knowing that your behind me all the way.
I promise you that one day I will come back for you. This is not the end. One day it'll be me and you on the red carpet going to some fancy premier that neither you nor I want to be at.. because fancy things make us feel out of place. But regardless, we will be there. Ill be my usual grungy self, and you'll be wearing some over-priced dress... but you'll be the most beautiful girl in the world.
I think I can tell you this now... your the first girl I've ever been so attached to. I can't stop thinking about you. You make me sick sometimes. Why you picked me, Ill never know.
I don't want to break up...so lets not call this breaking up. It's me going away for a little bit. But don't hold yourself back because of me. Please. I just want you to live and be happy.
I need to go now Lisa. Safeway needs me.
I love you.
Love Ryan
Well, I guess that it. What a stupid thing to be faced with. Anyways...
Im done. Ive got nothing left to say.
The End.
Um, there were alot of things I wanted to say on the phone with you... but I don't know. I guess they never came out of my mouth so im going to try my best now. Maybe writing them down will help
Im so torn up about this. I haven't been able to think clearly since you hung up on the other line. I didn't think it was happening. Like... I don't believe any of this is happening. It feels so weird.
I never meant to put you in this hard of a place. I never meant to hurt you, you know that. You know that I would take any bullet for you. Lisa, I think the world of you. You are the only good thing in my life right now besides the band.. but I mean.. those are a bunch of guys.
This must have been such a hard decision for you. I wouldn't have been able to do it, myself. Im so ball-less. Id run away from all of this. But not you. I admire you even more now.
I swear, Lisa... I can't thank you enough for this. This is my life. And it makes it a million times easier to leave knowing that your behind me all the way.
I promise you that one day I will come back for you. This is not the end. One day it'll be me and you on the red carpet going to some fancy premier that neither you nor I want to be at.. because fancy things make us feel out of place. But regardless, we will be there. Ill be my usual grungy self, and you'll be wearing some over-priced dress... but you'll be the most beautiful girl in the world.
I think I can tell you this now... your the first girl I've ever been so attached to. I can't stop thinking about you. You make me sick sometimes. Why you picked me, Ill never know.
I don't want to break up...so lets not call this breaking up. It's me going away for a little bit. But don't hold yourself back because of me. Please. I just want you to live and be happy.
I need to go now Lisa. Safeway needs me.
I love you.
Love Ryan
Well, I guess that it. What a stupid thing to be faced with. Anyways...
Im done. Ive got nothing left to say.
The End.