old habits die hard

[horriblenothing]

i just woke up from this dream. bad dream
seemed like everything in it already happened to me once before. lots of bad things that made my life worse.
and im pretty sure i made all the desicions i made when i was conscious and this shit really happened.
its like my life is a perpetual disaster.
i need stop letting dumb shit happen.
for the most part i think i have, but i pretty much have zero will power.

and my other dreams have been dreams of working all day.
and then i wake up and go to work.

life is killer.