I feel...not good...
Kelly...Hey...
I'm writing this entry for you, because I'm thinking about you and because it's about you...and man that sounded creepy...
Anyhow...this is my public apology
Many...many...many many many...etc...times in the past I've taken advantage of, ignored, pissed off, creeped out, hurt...physically and emotionally..., many of my closest friends...sadly out of all of them...I'd say you were the worst abused...Kelly...I hate myself for the kind of friend of been...All talk and none of the otehr stuff...when I'm away, I tell yah how much I can't wait to see you again, and spend every waking moment with you when i can...and then I arrive...and your moved down on my list of things to do before the week is up...
You know what I'm afraid of...I've made this apolgy before...rigth after I came down in march...and yet in july, I did the same thing I was apologizing for...ignoring you...ignoring the person I really should've spent more time with, because it would've been time better spent.
I apologize, for all the times I've come down and spent the entire week at kayla's
I apolgize for this summer, when i spent the week with complete strangers...and I apologize for only now regretting it...
I apologize for not being the kind of friend you feel you can trust, and talk to, and confide in...
I apologize for being the worst friend you could possibly have, and I'm shocked and amazed you've tollerated me..cause' If I were you I woulda kicked my ass til, it wasn't livin no more...
hm...i wrote alot ...anyway i think the whole point to this was...I need a change kelly...my life...is about to change...because I don't like Mark Pijper...
I'm writing this entry for you, because I'm thinking about you and because it's about you...and man that sounded creepy...
Anyhow...this is my public apology
Many...many...many many many...etc...times in the past I've taken advantage of, ignored, pissed off, creeped out, hurt...physically and emotionally..., many of my closest friends...sadly out of all of them...I'd say you were the worst abused...Kelly...I hate myself for the kind of friend of been...All talk and none of the otehr stuff...when I'm away, I tell yah how much I can't wait to see you again, and spend every waking moment with you when i can...and then I arrive...and your moved down on my list of things to do before the week is up...
You know what I'm afraid of...I've made this apolgy before...rigth after I came down in march...and yet in july, I did the same thing I was apologizing for...ignoring you...ignoring the person I really should've spent more time with, because it would've been time better spent.
I apologize, for all the times I've come down and spent the entire week at kayla's
I apolgize for this summer, when i spent the week with complete strangers...and I apologize for only now regretting it...
I apologize for not being the kind of friend you feel you can trust, and talk to, and confide in...
I apologize for being the worst friend you could possibly have, and I'm shocked and amazed you've tollerated me..cause' If I were you I woulda kicked my ass til, it wasn't livin no more...
hm...i wrote alot ...anyway i think the whole point to this was...I need a change kelly...my life...is about to change...because I don't like Mark Pijper...