Apr 12, 2006 11:08
Got up like a good girl and went to gym for Aqua Splash... water aerobics. The instructed kicks ass and it's a hell of a resistance workout, actually. I took one water aerobics class before and it sucked, so this was a refreshing relief.
I think I sent an email that maybe I shouldn't have late last night...
Thing is I was going to reread it and see how much I may have fucked myself over and can't find ANY record of it. Jesus... I have no restraint. I am so impatient. I want everything now and I see unable to 'chill' on anything. That is the one thing about a relationship with a typical woman (not the one I dated last)... which rocks. They are so there emotionally. So giving and without hesistation... well, I guess I am thinking of my ONE experience with my ex of 11+ yrs. and we were both SO young then...
I am just a lonely little girl without a daddy of her own :(
daddy,
love,
lonely