Jun 11, 2005 21:09
Dear Love,
Fuck you. I hate you. Why do you play games on me. My do you make me fall for the people who love to hurt me, play with me, and cheat on me? Just leave me alone.
Dear Junior Year,
I must say that as we come to an end, I have to say you had some good points in it. But you also had bad times. I must say you will be missed. But you lead into what should be the best time in my life.
Dear Life,
I hate you as of right now. Dance is fun sure but this year just seems to suck. Like next year I should be moved up. I SHOULD BE.But i'm not. No offence to Dani but i made fuckin varsity. I should b ahead of her in jazz and ballet. But no she gets moved up and i get left with fuckin 13 year olds. I am turning 18 i will have a tattoo in a few months n yet i am with younger kids. I can do a fuckin tripple and fuckin italians and fortes. W/e well see if i am goin to ROSELAND next year. and for my friends. ohh wait i dont have any. Cause friends liek to hang out with friends on the weekends. and ::looks around:: its saterday night and i am home alone doin nothin for like the third weekend in a row. I dont give a fuck anymore. I'll just get a job over the summer and work all the time. Fuck hangin out with friends, who needs em. they dont talk to you, or hang out with you. they dont kno that ur upset, they dont help you, they do nothin for you, they dont congradulate you when u make sumtin, they come to see everyone else in a play but will just say hi, no good job nothin, there nothin to me. I could care less about anyone. From now on its myself and myself only. Cause through thick and thin its only me. Like i could care less. Like i hate everyone. Like no one ever wants to talk. ITs he dave can u help me i have a problem. No hey dave u wanna talk about sumtin. Well fuck you. Life...ha i want a new one.