Do you realize??
On June 4, 2008 (3 years ago... ) I wrote:
"Anyway, i really want to learn how to live and enjoy the present. Seriously, Why do i wish everyday that i was 28, engaged, living with eddie in a house with 2 beautiful labradoodles, working full time at stumptown, and feeling fantastic about my life?! why can't i be happy that i am 20 years old, living in the heart of SE portland, in a cute little studio, feeling safe at night, and being in total control of my own life? ( and by the way... still working for stumptown!) I'd like to think that maybe if Eddie were living independantly (without his parents) He would have more control over his own life, and in turn sleep (zzzzz) with me more often, which i think would make me feel like the age of our relationship (5.5 years) was catching up to the age of us.. or vice versa...."
Amazing how quickly life changes... Everything i wanted back then, is pretty much my present day amazingness and then some!
It's really hard to see how great things are, until you see how dull your life used to be.
Thanks old Izzy for showing me how great I've got it now.
"Anyway, i really want to learn how to live and enjoy the present. Seriously, Why do i wish everyday that i was 28, engaged, living with eddie in a house with 2 beautiful labradoodles, working full time at stumptown, and feeling fantastic about my life?! why can't i be happy that i am 20 years old, living in the heart of SE portland, in a cute little studio, feeling safe at night, and being in total control of my own life? ( and by the way... still working for stumptown!) I'd like to think that maybe if Eddie were living independantly (without his parents) He would have more control over his own life, and in turn sleep (zzzzz) with me more often, which i think would make me feel like the age of our relationship (5.5 years) was catching up to the age of us.. or vice versa...."
Amazing how quickly life changes... Everything i wanted back then, is pretty much my present day amazingness and then some!
It's really hard to see how great things are, until you see how dull your life used to be.
Thanks old Izzy for showing me how great I've got it now.