Aug 16, 2005 19:34
ok, im a bitch, i know. now that ive vented and had time to cool off (work out for three hours) i see how stupid i was. i had actually planned to talk to stef about my problems after class but she found out before i got back and was really upset. I over reacted. i need to talk to her but thought that an entry letting the world know im a bitch might help a lil. I knew she was stressed and just figured she was taking it out on me, i didnt know however that she didnt realize it. Im pmsing REALLY bad this time and looked too far into it. not that im blaming pms. aparently im a bitch in general lol. i dont want to move out, stef is my best friend and like a sister to me (although,i generally dont get along with my real sister, a trend maybe? lol) so, for all reading this: I AM A GIGANTIC BITCH WHO LOOKS TOO FAR INTO THINGS, TAKES OFFENSE TO EASILY AND OVER REACTS, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME NOT FACING MY PROBLEM. if it makes steffie feel any better, i feel guilty as hell and know that i was in the wrong. ask brooke, i told her that i was gonna talk to stef about it after class tho, i had every intention of talking about it. i love my steffie, i love my brookie and i love my grendle. I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY!!!!