Jul 06, 2007 21:56
tonight, a friend of mine lost their first family member: a grandmother they looked up to as a hero and loved.
tomorrow is my granddad's 90th birthday party.
I feel depressed. I want to connect to granddad before it's too late, but I don't know how to.
I talked to my cousin. We talked about how it's about even odds whether I'll lose granddad or dad next.
I feel depressed. Death seems to be all around.