Jan 15, 2006 15:57
So the semester started adn I have classes and I have free time and I have friends but nothing seems to be right yet. I moved back in for the last time ever and then I met new students for the last time ever and then I went to the first day of classes for the last time ever and now I am sitting in my room waiting............I just don't know what I am waiting for!
I thought this would eb the best semester yet and I don't have that feeling yet. My classes are alright and the people are the same and that is all very comforting but I want more. I want to know what I am supose to do now. They tell you that when you go to college that the hardest thing is to pick a major. That was easy I just took a bunch of classes and then the major fell into my lap and well that was easy. Now you're told you have to pick a careere. What do I wnat to do for the rest of my life???? I envy those who know and I wish sometimes I was one of them but I have options..........but what are they?
Me = a state of utter confusion, family issues, school issues, money issues, me issues personal relationship issues............so remember when I said that nothing can just be good forever well I mean it. You get good and great mixed into sad and lonely and it sucks. So yeah, now don't comenet with those silyl words of wisdom some often do I know them all, I think all I need now is someone to listen and by reading this you listened! So thanks!