What Now???

Nov 06, 2005 00:41

Ok so let's go back 18 years......I was 4 and was playing in my first season or rec. soccer. I was four and I was a goalkeeper, I have pictures to proove it! I went on for a few more years playing rec. then moved my way up to club and then high school came around and then college and alonge with the education I gained friendships and memories that will never go away and never dissapear. Tonight I played my last college soccer game and in a bitter sweet sort of way too. Flagler soccer went 14-5 on the year including a regional semi-final win in overtime to Northwood and a 2-0 loss to SCAD tonight. As I would love to say that I am sorry we lost and I am but the stronger pain runs deeper, it runs all the way back to when I was 4 and playing my very first game. I'm not sure how to express the voide I must now fill to anyone who has never done something for as long as I and the other 9 seniors have played soccer and I'm not even going to try. I will leave it by saying that I lost a part of myself tonight and I'm not sure where to find the pieces to put me back together. On a happier note I would love to recongnize my teamates the ones I moved in with 4 years ago and those who moved in this year I love you all and will miss the trips and playing time. I would also like to mention those who were selected for honors at our lovely banquet.......lauren 3rd team all-confrence, bre jess e. potter 2nd team all confrence and marissa and courtney 1st team all-confrence and marissa FSC player of the year!!!!! So there I think I got everyone! So tonight as the tears continue to flow I leave you all with a somber quote from me, " charish those around you and all the things you do b/c you never knwo when they might end!" With that said I need to end and sleep away the question o who will I be now that I'm not Kate the goalkeeper the soccer player and all that comes along with that!
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