Jan 13, 2005 22:22
im doing so much better this year so far. im staying on top of my homework and studying alot. it feels good but sometimes there is the feeling that it is a little too late. i dont know why, i only did bad in 2 classes in my whole high school career everything else is a's and b's. not to mention ive never taken a regular class if an honors one was offered. ive already got college credit under my belt and more coming soon... so why am i still so worried?
today i put in my application for Florida State. i almost got my bright futures application done but my computer kept freezing so im gonna do it tomorrow.
i have to get my physical papers in tomorrow, i have an appointment at 245 so im gonna ask the office ladies if i can fax it or if they can wait for me to come back... it shouldnt take long.
softball is going to be interesting, i think the fact that i am one of the only seniors going out for it and the fact that all of the coaches know me personally and know that whatever i lack in phenomenal talent i make up for in dedication, leadership, and team building skills. coach parker said im a solid player and that i have an assured spot on varsity as long as i havent forgotten how to play... yea right, me forget the love of my life... i dont think so.
im so happy that i wrecked my car right now.
even tho it is difficult to find people kind enough to pay me back for all the times i gave them rides to and from places WAY out of my way i think it is becoming one of those blessing in disguise because im able to do things i wasnt able to do. and i find that i am doing more of the things i should be doing...
my mom says that if i make straight a's she is going to give me 5 thousand dollars towards a car and allow me to use her credit to buy a new used one. im thinking honda civic or something along those lines. unless i find my jeep CJ7 in good condition. im sure i will, and then i will be riding in style up in tallahassee. im starting to agree with those who say, "good things come to those who wait..." well here i am, patiently awaiting my reward for working hard, and i see it in my near future. it looks goooooooooood.
no more mark = no more stress
no more stress = happy lindsey
happy lindsey = happy mommy
happy mommy = car for lindsey
car for lindsey = happy lindsey
happy lindsey = an increasing opportunity cost... lol, just kidding. economics on the brain