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i've been in a strange state of late.
instead of desperately seeking distractions from schoolwork, i've been wanting to focus and do well--the internet isn't even that interesting right now. this would be wonderful except i really don't have that much work to do. however, it's possible that i feel "bored" because i'm actually doing a little work every day. maybe this is what not procrastinating feels like?
yesterday i was called "average" and this morning i was called "weak" so a lot of today was spent wallowing in self-doubt and loneliness which always leads to me making dumb decisions. also, this cold is really getting me down.
instead of desperately seeking distractions from schoolwork, i've been wanting to focus and do well--the internet isn't even that interesting right now. this would be wonderful except i really don't have that much work to do. however, it's possible that i feel "bored" because i'm actually doing a little work every day. maybe this is what not procrastinating feels like?
yesterday i was called "average" and this morning i was called "weak" so a lot of today was spent wallowing in self-doubt and loneliness which always leads to me making dumb decisions. also, this cold is really getting me down.